The title says it all. It's your mind vs your heart.

Everyday since a few weeks ago, I have been hoping that something bad would happen between certain people. That's really mean of me hahaha. I think  anger and my mind just somehow took control of me. But of course, I over came this today.

My heart has been telling me this for the past few weeks, " forget about it, let it go and wish them all the best."

But I couldn't do it, my mind just tells me not to. My mind tells me there's no reason for me to feel this way. My mind tells me that this shouldn't have happened. My mind tells me to hate. My mind just visualized many crazy stuff.

Yup, my mind told me many things and my heart only told me one . I didn't want to listen to my heart because I just felt that it's wrong. But today I did, I trust my heart and I said it. It felt kinda upsetting but overall I was proud of myself and it felt great. Didn't know that wishing someone to be happy could also make myself feel better. :)

Some of you may think I have made a mistake, you guys may think that I am stupid for doing that. But think about it, what's the point of feeling that way and even hurting myself right? The only way for this world to be the way we want it to have less hate, more love. Believe it or not, I only really really really dislike one person because he didn't  like me first and even talk shit about me. BQWIS. OK end of story.

So the lesson today is to trust your heart even if you really don't want to, even when your mind keeps saying 'no'. Just trust your heart. Get through this stage, you''ll feel better and also proves that you are mature enough.SAYING MYSELF LA OF COURSE HAHA