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Thursday, 21 January 2016 ❛ No more hiding. ❜ I was reading through my blog and I really like my posts. Not because it's well written but I'm just reminded of so many things and it also kinda serves as a lesson for me as I look back. Anyway, if you read through my posts. I seldom post something negative because I always remember people telling me I inspire them and my posts encourages them. I don't want to post something negative that will change their mindset and affect them. I'm also afraid of what people might think of me when they see it. Many times where I have something bothering me, I would actually write it down somewhere. But really? This is my blog and if I can't use this platform to write and express myself then what's the point of having one. Anyway, making this personal issue public because I guess whoever that reads my posts can help me with something when needed. Let me elaborate and explain. Will you guys believe me if I tell you I have dreams of death? It has happened for 3-4 times in the past few months. Don't even want to elaborate much about it. My dreams itself are pretty scary but what really triggered me to write this today is the arrest of the 27 Bangladeshi nationals for terror related activities. The Paris attack in November made me realize that the threat ISIS possess is real and dangerous. Yeap, its in Europe and we're in South-East Asia so we don't have to worry right? That's definitely not what I thought. I felt that if a country like France can be attacked, attacks can actually happen in almost all countries. No country is 100% safe. Just last week, terrorists carried out an attack in Indonesia. It just goes to show that the threat has reached South-East Asia. Today, we receive the news that 27 Bangladeshi have been arrested in SINGAPORE. The threat is just around us.right now. Sometimes, I don't even feel safe in school because of the topics certain people want to talk about and the support they give. People always take security and safety in Singapore for granted but really, the threat is just around us. Maybe someday my nightmares of death will actually happen. I don't know when but I guess I wanna take precaution that if one day it does happen, I want people around me to know what I feel and what are my thoughts. In the next few weeks, I would be typing down a few word documents for the people in my life. Just so if anything does happen, I want people to read my last words for them. The files will be in my laptop and printed out, placed somewhere at home. ^ Please do take note so you can help me haha. The terror groups want us to fear them but nah, I'm not afraid. I'm just being more alert and I'm just preparing in case anything does happen. If one day, I'm caught in a situation where I have to fight to protect. I will fight with my bare hands even if I face a gunman.#bringiton We always talk about appreciating and treasuring what we have right in front of us but many people still don't. hmmmmm. I know this post sounds super ridiculous but I'm not even kidding.

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